Matrix's flying over

dear Ting, I was there too. I always doubt what life I want.
five years ago I entered the PHD program without any hesitation,
because I know I like to do research. But since I got in the
program, I realized that it is not that simple. Lots of things
are on the road, and you become more and more confused. Yes, it
is a test, not for your capability but for your will. I think,
it's like on vacation. After this vacation we all have to return
to life, with or without the doctor titel. You are still
yourself, just like many years ago when we left our hometown and
went to Taipei. If at that time you have prepared yourself for
the coming new life, you shouldn't have too much fear now. It is
just another adventure. Good luck, and have fun.

dear Hema,

Thanks for your response.
Only now your opinion is the most responsive and useful
to me.(compared to other friends' relatively)
Sometimes after we get used to some kind of fixed and
comfortable life, we will become less couragous to face
any new life advanture.

It's funny.To me that's the most paradox part.

When I felt no surprise any more about life, I wanted to
change it to a new way. But after I changed, I felt
uncomfortable. I guess that's the tricky, ironic and
interesting part in life.

I will try to hang on.

Thanks again!

And take good care of yourself in Germany.